Night's Innocence...with wings of an angel

George & Izzie - What Were We Thinking...

2007-04-20T21:23:17Z

Izzie and George - What You Want

2007-04-20T21:22:48Z

Jennifer Lopez - Que Hiciste (Legendado em Espanhol)

2007-04-12T05:29:54Z

All The Things She Said - t.A.T.u

2007-02-27T14:26:42Z

msn.com

2007-02-20T14:14:08Z

6 Signs You May Be Dating a Psycho

19/02/2007 9:38:00 AM

We've all got a teeny bit of psycho in us. But the line between going ga-ga for someone and becoming completely delusional about the boundaries of the relationship is a fine one.

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We've all got a teeny bit of psycho in us. But the line between going ga-ga for someone and becoming completely delusional about the boundaries of the relationship is a fine one.

If your newest fling's behavior is starting to give you a serious case of the heebie-jeebies and you wonder where the glowing personality went that you met on the first date, you may have hitched up with a psycho.

From bunny-boiling to phone-tapping, incessant emails to branding-style scratched initials in your back, there's a lot to be afraid of. Herewith, six signs your honey is half-baked.

Communication Overload

There's a difference between an eager beaver and a psychotic partner. An eager beaver calls you once and leaves all their phone numbers and email addresses so you can find them when you get the urge to reach out. A wacko calls all of your numbers and sends messages to all of your email addresses -- all day and every day. And the more time that passes between live interaction with a psycho, the more nutsy the notes and messages become. "Hey, it's me" morphs into "I've called 12 times...where are you?" and finally "Pick up the phone or I swear I'm gonna boil the bunny."

Liar, Liar, Pants on Fire

The fibs seem harmless at first; they may even be confused or couched as miscommunications. But psycho partners lie incessantly in an attempt to control you. So what starts as lies about small things, like liver also being his favorite food (so that it looks like you two are so similar you must be soul mates) escalates into elaborate fabrications about him needing your emotional support because he's just discovered that he has an identical twin brother whose cancerous liver will self-implode without a transfusion of your lover's genetically matched blood. Beware the contradictions, the overabundance of justifying details, the well-timed dramas.

Stalk Talk

Don't be fooled by the cliché image of a trenchcoat-clad dude running from telephone pole to telephone pole as he follows his victim home from the bar. Stalking girlfriends and boyfriends come in all shapes and sizes (and outfits). And their techniques are many: from blatantly setting up tent and bonfire on your front stoop to see what time you get home, to "coincidentally" planting themselves in public places they know you'll frequent -- your neighborhood porn shop, your synchronized swimming class, the recycling room in the basement of your building. Don't discount the idea of your phone being tapped if it seems your lover knows secrets you've shared only with friends over the phone. If you're starting to get that creepy "being watched" feeling and have actually found yourself wondering how the witness protection program works, you've probably made allies with a lunatic.

Scarred Out Of Your Wits?

Some guys like it when a girl draws blood from his back with her French manicured nails. And some girls, when doing the doggy, like to be spanked till their buttocks burn pink. But if the recipient of said "passionate" punishment isn't the one getting off, this kind of thing falls under the category of branding. As in, "This is my man and I've created a hickey self-portrait on his neck to show you that he's taken."

Mine, Mine, Mine!

We've all felt moments of jealousy in our lives. And that's probably a good thing -- a little bit of envy keeps us on our toes. But there's jealousy, and then there's jealousy of the paranoid variety. Imagine this: you can't look at anyone of the opposite sex, let alone talk to them, without your partner freaking out. And that's just with strangers (read: I know you're cheating on me with your doorman because you always say "hello"). Classic psycho jealousy behavior also pertains to, god forbid, ex-girlfriends and ex-boyfriends -- even pals and family members. In other words, to a psycho, everyone is a threat.

Pay attention to ME

A psycho needs constant attention, and if that need isn't met, all hell breaks loose. Does your girlfriend fall to the ground in a pretend faint so that you have to stay home and take care of her rather than hit the pub with your friends on a BNO? Does your boyfriend hold your hand or perform other PDAs (public displays of affection) only when other males are around? You see, it's all about control and having power over you and the relationship. Psychos want to know everything (snooping is classic behavior and these dating duds seem to have eyes on the backs of their heads), and many may assume that you're in a committed relationship just because you made it through a first date.

Caveat

Of course we jest. In real life, stalking, obsessive phone calling and other possessive behavior is not cool. And at all not funny. If you suspect you are being stalked or are otherwise being harassed by a former or current partner, don't hesitate to call or visit your local police. And if you are facing an emergency, dial 911.

Take That - Back For Good

2007-02-20T07:40:10Z

Happy New Year

2007-02-19T03:10:25Z

Horoscope Febrary 18th 2007- daily extended
The level of romance in your life is about to go up, up, up! The sky's the limit when it comes to the amount of chemistry between you and a very special someone. Most of the explanation can be found in your brimming confidence -- people who have a strong sense of self are very attractive to others. Your creativity is also extremely appealing, so use it to convey your feelings in an unexpected (and very flattering) way. This is a period of new beginnings and exciting conversations.

Dear Semanthie,
Here is your horoscope
for Sunday, February 18:

If you want it, you can have it. If you can imagine it, you can achieve it. The first step to achieving success is learning to want the right thing, then being able to visualize it. Go ahead and use your imagination.

Jem and the Holograms - When It's Only Me and the Music

2007-02-08T10:19:36Z

I own this video...and I love this song.

Jem and the Holograms - Friend or Stranger

2007-02-08T10:19:36Z

englishangel @ 2007-01-31T13:57:00

2007-01-31T19:10:13Z

So as it stands, i had a really bad weekend. Aside from cramming in studying of 5 chapters for my personality course and rushing my stats assignment due this morning, it looks like it gonna be a long week too.

It all began Thursday night....and if u want to know more....i'll tell u. but right now lets do this movie thingy which i got from B.

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 movies on this list. Copy this list mail, go to your own facebook account, paste this as a note. Then, put x's next to the movies you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun!

( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
( ) Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
(x) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( x) Along Came Polly
(x) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(x ) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
( x) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( x) Joe Dirt
(x) KING KONG
Total so far: 14

(x) A Cinderella Story
( x) The Terminal
( x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
(x) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far: 20

(x ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
( x) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( x) From Hell
( x) Hellboy
(x ) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
( x) The Whole Nine Yards
( x) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 29

( x) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
() Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x ) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
(x ) Coach Carter
(x ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
(x ) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 38

( x) Bad Boys
(x) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Seven
(x ) Ocean's Eleven
(x ) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Bourne Identity
( x) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star
( x) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(x) Ice Age
( x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( x) Curious George
Total so far: 48

(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( x) Children of the Corn
( ) My Bosses Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
( x) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 45

( ) Best Bet
( x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
( x) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 55

(x) X-Men
(x) X2
( x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x ) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x ) Freaky Friday
(x) Reign of Fire
( x) The Skulls
(x ) Cruel Intentions
(x ) Cruel Intentions 2
( x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 71

(x ) Swimfan
(x) Miracle on 34th street
( ) Old School
(x) The Notebook
(x) K-Pax
( ) Kippendorf's Tribe
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
( ) Boogeyman
( x) The 40-year-old-virgin
Total so far: 77

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
() Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
() Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 81

(x ) Baseketball
( ) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
( x) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Devils Rejects
(x ) Elf
( x) Highlander
(x) Mothman Prophecies
( ) American History X
( ) Three
Total so Far: 86

(x) The Jacket
(x) Kung Fu Hustle
(x) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
(x) Monsters Inc.
(x) Titanic
(x) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
(x) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard
Total so far: 93

( ) High Tension
(x ) Club Dread
(x) Hulk
( ) Dawn Of the Dead
(x) Hook
(x) Chronicle Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
(x) Waterworld
Total so far: 99

(x) Kill Bill vol 1
(x) Kill Bill vol 2
(x) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
( x) Kingdom of Heaven
( ) the Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
() Army of Darkness
Total so far: 103

(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
( ) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( ) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 108

(x) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
(x) Animatrix
( ) Evil Dead
( ) Evil Dead 2
(x ) Team America: World Police
( ) Red Dragon
( ) Silence of the Lambs
( ) Hannibal

GRAND TOTAL: 113 !!!!

patience take that

2007-01-24T18:37:39Z

Take That - Patience

2007-01-23T15:43:17Z

TAKE THAT IS BACK!!!!! I liketh this song, makes me feel warm and fuzzy :D

An update

2007-01-19T14:15:54Z

So I thought I'd update this thingy, before class.

A lot has happened. I went away for two weeks BY myself, to a beautiful and hot island in the dutch caribbean. Where i had an awesome time. I turned 23, I've worked my last shift at Rogers Video Store 337 on Dec. 31 (yes new year's eve). So now I am gainfully unemployed and its driving me crazy. What else, hmm....I'm currently fighting with OSAP again, im hoping to get this situation resolved and get the rest of my money before april which would be nice. And there are some more stuff that has happened but i will not disclose here...

I also got facebook, which is a whole new world of stuff,like livejournal but posting on ppl's walls and little itty bitty techical stuff which I'm still getting use too. So yes, a little techincal.

And since I'm not working, i've starting scouting for good volunteer sites. I got an interview with the George Hull Center for children and families on Tuesday morning. Then i'll had in my application to Truillum and other various places. I am a little excited:D

I've started writing again, but little bits of papers all over my room and in my books. I had forgotten how good it can be just to write something, lyrics or otherwise. Not getting caught up in the daily rushes of "here".

So that's about it...and this which i stole off of B's journal....which will probably sum up what i've already said......

1: What did you do in 2006 that you’d never done before?
Move out, fly international by myself and get my G2

2: Did you keep your New Years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didnt make a New Years resoultions and for the new year....

3: Did anyone close to you give birth?
YES!! Patty had a baby girl...Nicole!

4: Did anyone close to you die?
No

5: What places did you visit?
Buffalo, Curauco, Miami, New York

6: What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
No problems with OSAP, a good job and plenty of other stuff

7: What dates from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory?
August 29th
Nov 12- My birthday dinner

7: What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Resigning from Rogers, getting into a psychology which I love, Looking out for me a bit more

8: What was your biggest failure?
Making promises i couldnt keep

9: Did you suffer illness or injury?
I fell in the bathtub while i was taking a shower and bruised my behind....which is still a little sore

10: What was the best thing you bought?
My plane ticket

11: Whose behaviour merited celebration?
My friends, whom all supported me in their own ways when I needed them.

12: Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
in 2006? No one

13: Where did most of your money go?
Bills and school

14: What did you get really, really, really excited about?
People, music contest and psychology

15: What song/album will always remind you of 2006?
I don't have one song or album. There's a collection of songs.

16: Compared to this time last year, are you...

1. happier or sadder? Happier.
2. thinner or fatter? curvy!!! and I like it
3. richer or poorer? Poorer in money, richer in friends.

17: What do you wish you’d done more of?
see the people i care about most

18: What do you wish you’d done less of?
working all the time

19: How will you be spending Christmas?
with my family and my new nefphew Kaliel

20: Who did you spend the most time on the phone with?
seriously? jon

21: Were you in love in 2006?
I'd be lying if I said I weren't.

22: How many one night stands in this last year?
None.

23: What was your favourite TV program?
House

24: Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Like B said....Hate is a very strong word for an emotion that is spent on a wasted individual. and I say, it is a waste of time and energy.

25: What was the best book(s) you read?
I can't say which were the best, there are so many different styles and genres, and none can compare to the other.

26: What was your greatest musical discovery?
hm....

27: What did you want and get?
I got my blackberry!

28 What did you want and not get?
Plenty of things

29 What were your favourite films of this year?
I have plenty...i worked in a video store come on!!

30: What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
On my bday i went out with my family to a great restaurant with a band, then a week or so later, dinner with jon and jubei!!

31: What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
paying off debt, and no osap

32: How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
Casual, preppy and ....sexy??? :P

33: What kept you sane?
my friends, work... even then it doesn't always work.

34: Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
No one really, I don't pay attention to celebrities unless they are Christian Bale :P

35: What political issue stirred you the most?
U don't want me to get started....

36: Who did you miss?
A person

37: Who was the best new person you met?
Kevin

38: What was the biggest surprise in 2006?
My own determination and strength...

39: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006...
You are the only one responsible for your own happiness and achievements.

ahem

2006-11-27T19:05:31Z

I'm A MOON!!!

2006-11-22T14:15:47Z

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Sexual selection and Biology of Sex class

2006-11-15T16:01:56Z

Yes i am rambling, its on my mind and frankly i need to ramble it somewhere.

What is it about sexual selection that makes it so interesting? I just came back from my Nat sci class and We just watched the pilot epi for "Sex and the City." Which is approiate since we are talking about mating and picking specific mates.

Is it possible for women to be like men and have sex with out the emotional, messy string attachment? possibly. I assume it would depend on your past experinces in relationships with the oppoiste or same sex.

As far i as know personally, many people like who they like. It cannot be helped. No matter what. Sometimes it not desireable for many people (aka friends) but right then in "pining" for that certian person will possibly make or break you. You then classify ur self on a certain level, decided whether or not a person is within your "league" or "market value" (see psych is fun). It natural to do so, but it aslo varies. What then? Start all over again. It seems like an endless cycle

So what about human mating strategies...(i'm getting this from the lecture), you know things that you do to make yourself an impossible fool to try and impress someone (this doesn't apply to everyone...captian waffles). Playing hard to get, online dating. For example, ladies there is a site you can go to www. wealthymen.com which is exteremly funny and sugardaddy.com for finding wealthy men or wealty men wanting to find attractive women.

Down to the nitty gritty, it could just about sex. The natural need to reproduce and get off. Which is probably why so many songs titled "I don't need a man", "i Belong to Me," granted are pop songs but all say something.

So what do men want from a sociobiology view: succussful reproduction, faithfulness, physically attractive and healty for bearing offspring. For women: reprocutive men, physcially attractive, and many resources (income, education etc.)...damn. seems so techinal.

So sex and the city intresting show, kind of makes you think just a little of what your currently doing for personal relationships. If having relationships with out emotional string is benefical if so, are you able to do it?

On the other hand of all this stuff, if and when you fall in love, its a whole new experience, some good and some bad. Sometimes you choose and most of the time you don't.

So why is it that women find men so fustrating? and men find women fustrating?

So I'm feeling a little odd, possibly because i didn't sleep well and well weird dreams. And conflicted male issues. Which gets more complicated by the minute and it really shouldn't. What i should do is cut my losses, eat a tub of mint chocolate chip ice cream, watch an "Affair to Remember" or "the Notebook" and be done with it. *sigh*

Sometimes i realize, the thing u want most is the thing you cannot have. And what your give in return is not may not be what u want but is the best thing that can happen to you. But this hasn't happen to me as yet...i think.

And in other news....BONNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

ok now i go and get coffee.

englishangel @ 2006-11-14T13:50:00

2006-11-14T18:50:34Z

You date like you are 19 years old.

You are a good dater. You still haven't narrowed down exactly what type of person you want to date, but you have a lot of experience with dating and like to have fun with it.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

People grow on you, or you might change

2006-11-13T15:08:53Z

From not so socially retarded journal I thought it was a funny title. If you’ve watched grey’s life is pretty much similar to that. I know its completely delusion to think such a think but the phrase “ they are socially retarded 17 year olds in high school running around with scaples” kinda relates to something. Why am I writing this? I do have a purpose. Which I will not express at this time, because like many that I know, I tend to over think and beat myself up on the what if’s should have’s and could’ve. Why? Because it’s the most female thing to do, and I generalize because I’m part of this female population. I’m writing this in my natural sci class “sexual selection” from a biology perspective….why we have sex? Interesting eh? Mating asexually, heterosexually etc. etc…I do hope I’m not going the Bridget Jones route…in the entry. But I need to rant or ramble about things or nothing, don’t mind me. I’m trying to work some things out in my mind. So I’m thinking…. A lot. Of what will happen and what won’t. Like I said I’m over- thinking. I am going to try to save money for my trip next summer. Which is going to be tight…so I am wondering if it’ll happen. Maybe I’ll go somewhere different this time, Spain or Italy, France…somewhere. Hmm…lion cubs…killed by lion who isn’t the father and take over pride…geez. Apollo butterfly are lucky to get once…the anaconda…one lucky lady…blue- footed booby birds no strings attached. Anyway, the discussion in class… -What do men look for? In women or other men - what do females look for? In men or other women - what are mating strategies of the sexes? - other issues (e.g. how do the above change with age?) Answer these questions and I’ll give u a prize…maybe. Now people are deliberating conversing and thinking, chuckling here and there….it’s quite intense. Reporting from the side-lines right in the thick of it…do im going a little overboard, I blame the hot chocolate I had with whipped crème. Yum. Since my class is almost over in about 30mins I think I might walk square one a bit, I need to do some pre-shopping. If you’ve haven’t notice from this entry which is all over the place, that is essential how my mind is working this very minute. Nice eh? Alrighty, time to go…this discussion is getting interesting now :P

23 and sore

2006-11-08T15:38:31Z

It's amazing how many people forget a birthday, some friends and some family. Not to worry Saturday started off great, didnt work, i got godvia chocolates from my brother and then....i fell in the shower, and severly bruised my behind which now is the the colour of red, outlined in dark purple and no so sore to sit on. But we went out for dinner to Louisania in Brampton, It's an awesome restaurant with a live band Friday and Saturdays i like...a lot.:D

Happy b-day to me!!!

Chaos peeps...don't worry i forgive you

just a small update

2006-09-13T16:31:15Z

Bon tardi dushi! ('s)

I thought i would post something since i have lots of time before my next class and not willing to read any of the two books that cost me close to $300 right now...so here i am. i probably should

I realized that i;ve missed quite a lot when you dont read the LJ"s for a while. SO what's new with me?

My trip was awesome!!!! I had 16 days of extreme hot weather and sun. Curacao is so beautiful, i think i'll go back next summer once i save enough money. I miss it a lot and my family very much. I'm not quite the same person i was before i left for my trip, but its a good thing. I am in a much better mood and much more postive about this year. I feel light and happy just for being me.

As for school, this year will be my last year (hopefully)...well that's what i am aiming for. My schedule seems to be working out so i have tuesday and thursdays off, but work seems to schedule me for any avaiable moment...so i have to books some days off just to make sure that im not killing myself working. On that topic of work, i am looking for another job, and i mean seriously looking...

But other than that im good and glowing.

Now i should probably read...stats...for the love me...i hope im not an imposter

Danke. :D

Day 1-4 in Curaco

2006-08-18T17:38:18Z

It's really hot, no air conditioning, and the damn rooster in the farm behind my aunties shop crows every 10 mins.

I don't sleep in anymore, wake up really early and go to sleep late. But its beautiful here. I"m in love with the Island.

The language here is spanish, english or papimento (and i know its spelt wrong) this is a combination of spanish, english and french.

I've taken a lot of pictures so far, not of my cousins unfortuntely because they dont like their pictures to be taken, but i still have a week and a bit before i come home.

I miss home though, i guess it's because i've never been away from my family and friends by myself. And after 7 hours of traveling, on my second day here i feel as though i've been here for a long time. However, my auntie and cousins keep me on my toes, im learning papimento little by little, but i understand spanish more so it confuses me a bit.

Anyway, I've been helping in my aunties shop while Nico (cousin) is trying to finish up his schooling, so that he can get a good job. So today i get to spend some time with him. Its a damn good thing he has a computer too with an internet connection. :P The shop can get a little busy but the same people come to hang around and talk. They are sweet and the older men, one wanted to give me flowers which i kindly refused but they like me which i think is good. Today, i was told one of the guys loves me ha hahaha. Although the island itself is beautiful, there is plently of crime and drugs here, which is probably why my cousins won't let me go out by myself.

What else? i've got 14 mostiqoes and insect bits, of them are on my feet, which have swelled up so big. but the swelling is going down, by tomorrow it should all be good.

I miss you all, and i'll see you soon, but i should go now...and rest before i go out into the hot sun again.

Bon. Abo.

Summer update 1

2006-07-24T17:28:52Z

OK,

A quick update before i shower...

Good news first, I finally got my G2! Yes, it's true at 10:40 this morning I passed my road test. :D
If you havent' heard from me lately it because i dont have the laptop (it went in for repair) and i've been working alot.

Side Note: Andria I am really sorry i missed Friday. I will make it up to you.

Next week is my last week for summer school!!! Thursday is my last day and my test as well!! And then....im going away. I mean out of the country out of North America! I'm going to visit my aunt and cousins in Curauco. It's an island by Aruba, if i like it i may not come back...j/k.
Mom and me (to a lesser degree) am being "careful" with the money i have, because i need spending money...after i pay all my bills...
Thus, i will be gone for a couple of weeks in August but back in time for School...which i am almost finished for!!!
So this summer hasn't been so bad after all, im actually enjoying myself...good friends, good fun and good times. Some suprises along the way, but nothing to regret.

In other news, I really love psychology, not all of it but different aspects, i get excited and all goosebumpy. It's the same feeling I get with music..weird. I haven't decided if i want to go into clinical psychology or into social work. I've been looking in B.C for graduate/professional school, i may get lucky and try over seas.

Oh! i've been seeing a lot of people from St. Joes...its weird in a good way, people getting professional becoming Doctors, and getting their PH.D...which reminds me i need to go to Creditvalley to get my volunteer form again...

*sigh*

ciao amigos

englishangel @ 2006-07-21T00:20:00

2006-07-21T05:19:00Z

It's long and i am soooo sorry...about time i update right?

--THE BASICS--
[name]: Semanthie Mortley
[birthdate]: November 4th 1983
[sex]: female
[relationship status]: Single
[shoe size]: 81/2-9 (one side is bigger than the other)
[parents still together]: nope
[siblings]: 2 brothers(one is 26 and the other is 20)
[pets]: none

--FAVORITES--
[colour]: blue, black
[number]: 7
[time of year]: summer
[type of weather]: hot and sunny
[food/drink]: Seafood (shrimp), and milkshakes
--DO YOU--
[twirl your hair]: yeah when im tired
[have any tattoos]: not yet
[cheat on tests]: once
[like scary movies]: hell no
[like cleaning]: yes
[know how to drive a standard]: nope
[own a cell phone]: Yup
[collect anything]: Tons of stuff

--HAVE YOU EVER--
[been in a fist fight]: Yes with my brother and i lost
[considered a life of crime]: no
[considered being a hooker]: not extactly
[been in love]: yes
[made out with just a friend]: yes
[hurt someone you love]: yes
[kicked someone in the nuts]: yes

--CURRENT--
[clothing]: white tank and shorts shorts
[hair]: straight and long
[song you are in love with]: Aint' no other man
[cd in your stereo]: my stereo dont work
[mood]: conflicted and light
[thing you ought to be doing]: studying or sleeping

--LOVE--
[first crush]: i was in 3rd grade, he was in fifth
[first kiss]: dont remember, happened during a game of kissing tag
[first love]: some time ago
[do you believe in love at first sight]: Yes
[do you believe in "the one"]: yes for other people, me not so sure
[are you a tease: yes when i can
[would you ever commit yourself to someone 100%]: yes

--ARE YOU--
[honest]: yes
[sarcastic]: always
[a daydreamer]: too much
[up tight or laid back]: in between
[messy or organized]: organized
[shy our outgoing]: outgoing with friends, shy when i don tknow you

--RANDOM--
[nervous habits]: tapping fingers
[are you double jointed]: no
[can you roll your tongue]: yes
[do you make your bed daily]: yes
[which shoe goes on first]: right

--IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--
[bought something]: yes
[been sick]: nope
[sang]: all the time
[missed someone]: always
[gotten drunk]: nope
[gotten a haircut]: yes it was just a trim
[watched cartoons]: yes
[been kissed]: yes.
[lied]: yup

--LAST PERSON THAT--
[you spent the night with]: my textbook?
[spent the night with you]: see previous answer
[saw you cry]: my brtoher
[made you cry]: ***
[you said "i love you" to]: my mom
[told you they loved you]: same

--WHAT IS--
[the best feeling in the world]: Is knowing that what your doing is what your suppose to do...your excited and you get a rush from it, ties in with goosebumps
[the worst feeling in the world]: not being able to accomplish what i want
[your greatest fear]: tim stuck in a endless cycle, of people who think they know what's best
[the thing you want most in life]: peace

1. What bill do you hate paying the most?
Anything associated with Rogers
2. Where's the best place to eat a romantic dinner?
On a beach
3. Last time you Puked from Drinking?
two years ago
4. When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar?
Last september i didnt dance on a bar but broke a couple of glasses
5. Name of your First Grade Teacher?
Mrs. Golden
6. What do you really want to be doing right now?
Away on vacation
7. What did you want to be when you were growing up?
A teacher, doctor or lawyer
8. How many colleges did you attend before you settled on the one you graduated from?
One plus still in university
9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now?
Cause it nice to sleep in
10. Gas Prices! First Thoughts?
And they said i need a driver's licence!
11. If you could move anywhere and take someone with you where would you go and who?
England, Ireland Spain, or anywhere in America or the Carribean..with who? i'll get back to you
12. First Thought When the alarm went off this morning?
I have at least another 10 mins i wont be late
13. Last thought before Falling asleep last night?
I have to remember not to stay online so long
14. Favorite style of Underwear?
doesnt matter really, thongs, bikinis...
15. Favorite style of Underwear for the opposite sex?
none =D
16. What errand/chore do you despise?
cleaning the bathroom
17. If you didn't have to work would you?
Travel, try and make something of my life
18. Get up early or sleep in?
S.L.E.E.P. I.N
19. What is your favorite cartoon character?
Sailor Moon
20. Favorite NON sexual thing to do at night with someone?
Walk and talk
21. A secret that you wouldn't mind everyone knowing?
I am not a cat lover
22. What was your First Car?
Don’t have one
23. Your Best Your Mamma Joke? dont have one
24. Your Favorite Lunch Meat?
nice sandwich...or greek pasta salad
25. What do you get everytime you go into a Wal-Mart?
a headache
26. Beach Or Lake?
beach
27. Do you think Marriage is an outdated ritual that was invented by people who died at 20?
Not really, depends
28. Who do you stalk on myspace?
only the people i have listed under "FRIENDS"
29. Favourite Guilty Pleasure?
chocolate and ice cream
30. Favourite Movie you wouldn't want anyone to find out about?
See if I told you people would know
31. What's your drink? vanilla milkshakes
32. Cowboys or Indians? Indians

33. Cops or Robbers?
depends
34. Do you cheer for the bad guy?
only if they get away "match point"
35. What Hollywood star do you think resembles you best?
i have no idea
36. If you had to pick one which cast member of Lost would you be?
never watched an episode
37. What do you want when you are sick?
Sleep and want to be left alone
38. Who from High School would you like to run into?
Too many people
39. What radio station is your car radio tuned to right now?
Edge F,
40. Stiffler or Oz?
Oz
42. Norm or Cliff?
Cliff
43. The Cosby Show or the Simpsons?
cosby's only because i cant stand the Simpsons
44. Worst Relationship Mistake that you wish you could take back?
hmmmm Cant think of one I want to share
45. Do you Like the Person who sits directly across from you at work?
sure if i had a desk
46. If you could get away with it who would you kill?
one particular irish man and ...............
47. What Famous person would you like to have dinner with? umm colin ferrell, christian bale, ryan gosling
48. What famous Person would you like to sleep with?see statement above
49. Have you ever had to use a fire extinguisher for its intended purpose?
Yes
50. Last book you read for real? Something Borrowed by Emily Griffin
51. Do you have a teddy bear?
Many
52. Strangest Place you have ever brushed your teeth? basement
53. Somewhere in California you've never been and would like to go?
The beaches
54. Number of texts in a day?
5ish
55. At this point in your life would you rather start a new career or relationship?
Relationship
56. Do you go to church?
not lately
57. Pencil or Pen?
Pencil
58. Describe your favourite day.
it involves nice weather and something to cuddle
59. How many jobs have you had?
2
60. What would be your "dream job"?
music manager
61. Independance
Sure
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1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
At the mall

2. Who are you in love with?
it has to be one person?
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
Likely
4. Have you ever been drunk?
yes
5. When was the last time you went to the mall?
today
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
no
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
Nope
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
out of mississuga? today
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
yup
10. What are you listening to right now? the computer humming
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Water
12. What are you wearing right now?
white tank and short shorts
13. Who do you think you are?
Sam
14. Last food that you ate?
Japanese
15. Where were you last week at this time?
Here.
16. do you like someone?
Yeah
17.Does anyone like you?
i would hope so....otherwise i've been hanging out with the wrong people
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
Soccer (BRAZILLL!)
19. What is your favorite animal?
husky
20. Your dream vacation?
on a nice lsland, hot weather, beaches...and hey! im going!
21. Last person's house you were in?
Mine
22. How old are your parents?
50 and 45
23. Have you been in love?
yes
24. Last disappointment?
People
25. Any pictures around you?
yes
26. What do you think about james blunt?
Awesome singer
27. What jewelry are you wearing?
none took them off for a shower
28. What are your plans for the day?
cleaning....and work
29. Are there any sharp objects around you?
Lots
30. Ever go to camp?
no
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
Nope
32. What do you want to know about the future?
Lots of things, but I wont get the answers that are real so I don’t ask
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
not right now, i smell like baby oil
34. Favorite Starbucks drink?
Don’t have one
35. Where are your best friend(s)?
sleeping or online
36. What are you angry about right now?
no comment
37. Do you have a tan?
No...i am tanned...to a ceritan degree
38. What are you listening to right now?
computer humming
39. Any new bands you've been listening to?
Some indie
40. Where do you wish you were right now?
away
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
yes
43. What does your last text message say?
"ok what time?"
44. Do you like hot sauce?
Yes
45. Last thing you said?
im not sleepy
46. Do you need to do laundry?
yes
47. What is your heritage?
Guyanese
48. Are you someone's best friend?
I hope so
49. What do you think of rice crispy blocks ....
Not bad
50. What do you think of the person who took this survey before ?
i cant believe im acutally doing all of this
Truth-
1. Do you like anyone?: Yes
2. Do they know it? *shrug*
3. Simple or complicated? Very complicated.

In the Last Month-
4. Gotten drunk: nope
5. Bought anything: yup
8. Felt dumb?: Everyday
9. Talked to an ex? yes
10. Missed someone? always
11. Failed a test: yes
12. Ate cereal: no
13. Threw up like crazy?: no
14. Got your hair cut?: yes
15. Made out?: hmmm
Unique-
16. Nervous habits?: tapping fingers
18. Can you roll your tongue?: yes
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: yes
20. Can you cross your eyes? yes
21. Do you make your bed daily: yes
22. Do you think you are unique? Yup
Have you Ever-
23. Given money to a homeless person?: Yes
24. Said "I Love you" and meant it?: yes
26. Waited all night for a phone call?: ...yes
27. And never got it?:yeah
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: Daily, especially on sundays
Manners-
29. Do you swear?: yes not as often though
30. Do you ever talk back to people?: Yes.
31. You cook your own food?: Too often
32. You do your own chores?: Yes
34. You like pepsi or coke?: coke
35. You're happy with your hair?: yes
38. Do you like to swim?: does it count if you can only swim on y our back? if yes then...yes
39. When you get bored do you call a friend?: sometimes
40. Are you patient?: yes
Do you Prefer-
41. Flowers or candy?: flowers
42. Gray or black?: black
43. Color or black and white photos?: Depends
44. Red or Black?: Black
45. Lust or Love?: Love
46. Winter or Summer? Summer
48. Ice cream or Cake?: both
49. Christmas or Thanksgiving?: Christmas
50. Day or night?: Night
SUMMER survey!
Pool OR Jacuzzi: Pools
Ocean OR Pool: Ocean
Ice cream OR Popsicles: Ice cream
Lemonade OR Ice Tea: Lemonade
Flip Flops OR Tennis Shoes: Flip Flops
Shorts OR Skirts: skirts
Fans OR Air conditioning: AC
Sprinklers OR slip n slide: Sprinklers
Water Balloon fight OR Water gun fight: Water guns
LAST SUMMER:
Where did you go: No where
Who did you hang with: a couple of people
Did you do anything illegal: nope
Did you go to a concert: nope
What was your best memory: ****
THIS SUMMER:
Where are you going: Curauco
Who will you hang with: family and people
Will you go to a concert: Probably not

englishangel @ 2006-06-01T19:20:00

2006-06-02T00:43:02Z

So...who wants to volunteer to help my brother rip the floor out...wait i should probably explain first. Mom's putting lamiated flooring upstairs in the bedrooms. My room isnt finished yet, and this past week we found out that the acutal material is discontinued...so my room cant be finished. The only alternative is to rip out the unfinished floor put in and spend more money for new ones...and moving of my stuff too..heavy stuff...

other than that...my week off of school is awesome. *sigh* i am very confident for my driving test next wedseday...so who wants to celebrate with me...i feel like ice cream!

oh by the way...i got a crush on one of the customers from work...he's really nice, and funny..but his girlfriend would probably object lol ah well that the way it goes...i got more not to worry :D

So i am feeling better...im feeling a little odd, things are happening and i dont know when or where but for the most part pretty good. I have study enough or at all...and by the looks of it, tonight doesnt seem like a study night.

I think im going to sign up for the Gym probably Rivergrove since it's closer to me..imagine me...exercising...eating...health........it's alright its all about change right. Start with the small stuff then move onto the bigger stuff (things that can't be avoided)

So here's my story for the day. I deposited $200 in my pc account to cover my orthodonthist payment for the month. Except it was held for 5 days and the check went back, thereby getting me charge $40 dollars by the orthodonthist office. So what did i do? i went to TD bank paid my visa and opened a new bank account and i get an IPOD too!!! whoo! so no more holding my money for 5 days!

fucking banks...sorry.

here watch this ...tell me what you think...lol

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/videos/live-tv-dump.html

on another note...Russel Peters!!! Why u go to America?!!! COME BACK!

gulity or not guilty? http://www.centredaily.com/mld/centredaily/14701232.htm

ok that's enough..

englishangel @ 2006-05-27T16:20:00

2006-05-27T20:28:44Z

What's one thing you dont know about me?

and yes i am a HUGE Kelly Armstrong fan!!!!!!!!!! Her next series looks good too!

This is my first unscheduled Saturday off in a LONNNNNNNNNNNNG time. So i went out with mom and i did all of the driving, which was little annoying because she didnt know where she was going...but yeah...im comfortable

So my bro and i washed and cleaned the car...i decided to do some girl stuff...waxing, do my nails(maybe)...all that maybe a mud mask later...relax...yes relax i can relax. :P

By the way, Date Movie...was more gross than funny...what the hell!

Ok i go back to watching Kims of Comedy...

Night's Innocence...with wings of an angel

George & Izzie - What Were We Thinking...

Izzie and George - What You Want

Jennifer Lopez - Que Hiciste (Legendado em Espanhol)

All The Things She Said - t.A.T.u

msn.com

We've all got a teeny bit of psycho in us. But the line between going ga-ga for someone and becoming completely delusional about the boundaries of the relationship is a fine one.

Take That - Back For Good

Happy New Year

Jem and the Holograms - When It's Only Me and the Music

Jem and the Holograms - Friend or Stranger

englishangel @ 2007-01-31T13:57:00

patience take that

Take That - Patience

An update

*ahem*

I'm A MOON!!!

You are The Moon

Sexual selection and Biology of Sex class

englishangel @ 2006-11-14T13:50:00

People grow on you, or you might change

23 and sore

just a small update

Day 1-4 in Curaco

Summer update 1

englishangel @ 2006-07-21T00:20:00

englishangel @ 2006-06-01T19:20:00

englishangel @ 2006-05-27T16:20:00

ahem